Baby on his 4th Month

The moment I knew that I was pregnant, I was so sure that I’m ready and up for it, regardless of the harsh realities that I can possibly raise this baby all by myself. But fortunately, my husband was a real man to stand up for me and my baby

Needless to say about how time flies so fast, I was roughly 2 months pregnant when I experienced some spotting issues. I thought everything was perfectly normal until a friend of mine advised me to visit a specialist to see how the baby’s doing. So we did and there I started to panic and leveled up to Queen Paranoia 100x.

I love this baby more than anything else now and I don’t want this blessing to slip away just like that, so I got to follow doctor’s orders. I got a couple of bed rests to enjoy and later on had to quit my job permanently because it wasn’t helpful for me and the baby. Nonetheless, everything that I will be giving up is worth it as long as my baby lives.

After a couple of doctor’s appointments and medical exams, we found out that I have a deformed uterus which is medically called a bicornuate uterus. I am expected to feel discomforts all throughout my pregnancy and so does my baby. It was devastating to know it but seeing my little sea monkey and hearing his heartbeat via ultrasound for the first time was magical. I guess even If I win the Oscars, nothing can ever beat this kind of experience a woman can have in her life. It was just breathtaking!

Of course, with the support of our family and my loving husband, I was able to surpass the first trimester still having a healthy and normal baby boy inside me. Since I was asked to quit my job until delivery, we were a little bit financially challenged since Ron is the only one working right now. Medicine after medicine, laboratory exams and all sort of medical practices that are needed to be done just to ensure that my baby will be in a safe haven for the next couple of months. As much as I would want to help, there isn’t really anything that I can do for now but to take care of my little booboo and make sure that he will make it to full term.

Currently, I am now on my 2nd trimester and as of writing I’m about 20 weeks pregnant. Being hailed as QUEEN PARANOIA, I’m always caught googling everything that I can possible experience in my pregnancy and we all know that knowing too much is absurd. I know Ron finds it really annoying that I’m being this way but to prevent anything bad from happening is just completely justifiable.

So, on a daily basis I read newsletters from baby websites I subscribed to, I also considered watching baby delivery videos like my own kind of Gossip Girl TV series. From head to toe, everything that I thought I must know, I’m always on the go for it. I’m so ready to be a mommy!

Now that I’m feeling my baby kick and knowing that he grows fingernails and looks totally human already makes me happy and satisfied at the end of the day. And as long as Ron is here with me, I know I’ll be able to make it full term with a normal delivery with our handsome and healthy baby boy. Ciao!